Wednesday, February 9, 2011

try. again.

sometimes i think i'm too hard on myself. i beat myself up for the little things that i fail to achieve. i get upset when things don't go my way and i blame it on myself for being incompetent. have you ever felt such?

it's like when i look at other successful women, i feel small. i'm not that famous. nor gorgeous. definitely not skinny. and not (yet) rich. yes, i beat myself up over such things. but when i take a step back and reflect, i feel thankful that i know of such inspiring and successful people in my life.

i've always been a perfectionist. i cannot stand inefficiency and incompetency. therefore when i see other doing better than me, i ponder alot. why them and not me? well, there could be a million reasons why. reasons beyond my comprehension. this however, pushes me to do better and go beyond my limits and abilities.

i am no where near perfect. i am just as simple and human as you are.

so ladies, i just want to say that it's alright to be you. as long as you know that you are trying your best to be a better person each day and continue doing good to others, i think that is perfectly alright. =)

i don't always succeed in whatever i do. but i always do my best to keep on trying.

so, smile. chin up. and fly. ;)

Monday, February 7, 2011

semalam, hari ini dan esok...

hidup ini kadangkala terlalu singkat untuk penyesalan. tiada ruang untuk perasan hasad dengki kerana kita tidak tahu bila tiba masanya kita menutup mata ini buat selamanya. oleh itu, pelajarinya untuk menyayangi lebih daripada membenci. hakiskan ruang di hati yang dipenuhi perasaan negatif dan isikan ia dengan keindahan cinta selagi terdaya… ayuh, kita cuba ye.. ;)